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Fallen, helpless, wandering
These are the thoughts
that are in my head

Lust, envy, loathing
This is what I feel
when I look at you

and I feel broken...
Nothing but a BrOkEn AnGeL
by Downcastskies
Age: 25  Sex: F

244 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Gone but not forgotten...I miss you 04/06/2007 03:03 GMT-5
2 No more telling lies, the times come 2 say goodbye 31/05/2007 01:54 GMT-5
3 All that's left to remain.. 17/05/2007 03:00 GMT-5
4 Nobody knows my troubles 12/05/2007 03:03 GMT-5
5 Hurting 07/05/2007 02:28 GMT-5
6 F*ck everything 28/06/2006 04:57 GMT-5
7 *Inner Turmoil Crying Out* 24/06/2006 07:55 GMT-5
8 *A Love like Ours* 22/06/2006 05:26 GMT-5
9 "You" 21/06/2006 11:11 GMT-5
10 Stare down my barrel 29/04/2006 08:45 GMT-5
11 Happy Easter...and all that crap 16/04/2006 06:43 GMT-5
12 I never thought about life as this 08/04/2006 11:47 GMT-5
13 I dont like you either 31/03/2006 12:08 GMT-5
14 Oh I feel sick 18/03/2006 01:51 GMT-5
15 SUH-WEEET 10/03/2006 10:14 GMT-5
16 Such a long...time 05/03/2006 04:38 GMT-5
17 So long...so little time left 24/02/2006 12:20 GMT-5
18 Goodbye for now. 11/02/2005 08:28 GMT-5
19 I can fly if I want 05/02/2005 11:41 GMT-5
20 I don't want to die 01/02/2005 06:00 GMT-5
21 While I was sleeping 23/01/2005 06:59 GMT-5
22 Feeling so sad 23/11/2004 12:12 GMT-5
23 Lost inside you 02/10/2004 20:38 GMT-5
24 MeMoRy LaNe 23/09/2004 23:24 GMT-5
25 Sitting in class..... 22/09/2004 17:14 GMT-5
26 Life goes on 11/09/2004 23:37 GMT-5
27 Love hurts 29/04/2004 11:06 GMT-5
28 I am what I believe I am 27/04/2004 10:56 GMT-5
29 Ramblings 24/04/2004 08:40 GMT-5
30 Ramblings 24/04/2004 08:33 GMT-5
31 Lies 21/04/2004 08:06 GMT-5
32 Return from nowhere 19/04/2004 21:21 GMT-5
33 AHHHH 17/01/2004 13:20 GMT-5
34 I'm as low as You could be 14/01/2004 11:01 GMT-5
35 I could see the end doesn't seem very far......... 13/01/2004 10:21 GMT-5
36 Everyone's alone at one time 10/01/2004 12:27 GMT-5
37 Cold 02/01/2004 18:52 GMT-5
38 Here's to a new year, a new beginning 31/12/2003 22:16 GMT-5
39 Tell me it's not like this 27/12/2003 21:36 GMT-5
40 Things happen for a reason 15/12/2003 19:47 GMT-5
41 The world is blind 11/12/2003 22:26 GMT-5
42 Gray days go away 21/11/2003 01:37 GMT-5
43 I'll never be alone with you by my side 15/11/2003 23:37 GMT-5
44 Sunday Morning 09/11/2003 11:40 GMT-5
45 And I'm singing in the rain 22/10/2003 19:02 GMT-5
46 Drunk on this Feeling 12/10/2003 10:32 GMT-5
47 I finally stood up to myself 10/10/2003 15:06 GMT-5
48 Contemplating 04/10/2003 00:10 GMT-5
49 Anticipating 02/10/2003 11:54 GMT-5
50 Shakes Head 28/09/2003 22:47 GMT-5
51 Lost in the shadows of my mind 24/09/2003 18:56 GMT-5
52 Our night 21/09/2003 19:31 GMT-5
53 E m O t I o N s 20/09/2003 16:35 GMT-5
54 camping sucks 13/09/2003 01:20 GMT-5
55 A phase 10/09/2003 00:39 GMT-5
56 I Shall Not Fall, I Shall Not Fear 08/09/2003 22:27 GMT-5
57 I died a little bit more Today 07/09/2003 07:32 GMT-5
58 I died a little bit more Today 07/09/2003 07:17 GMT-5
59 Stumbling along Through these Tunnels 06/09/2003 03:26 GMT-5
60 Lost here Underneath my skin 05/09/2003 12:34 GMT-5
61 Not past these lips, not thru my heart 30/08/2003 00:24 GMT-5
62 Emptys> 28/08/2003 04:21 GMT-5
63 This Story... 24/08/2003 05:15 GMT-5
64 Not Ready 23/08/2003 04:13 GMT-5
65 Lost 19/08/2003 00:50 GMT-5
66 Not quite sure yet 16/08/2003 14:05 GMT-5
67 Think 2x before you hurt me, No beggin plz 15/08/2003 00:11 GMT-5
68 And I said I'd try..I'd be alright 12/08/2003 00:50 GMT-5
69 Am I worthy? 08/08/2003 06:02 GMT-5
70 Just a bunch of things, And some images... WOOHOO! 08/08/2003 05:51 GMT-5
71 Thinking = One Confused & Pissed Off Lightbulb 05/08/2003 00:17 GMT-5
72 One HELL of a week!!! 25/07/2003 23:25 GMT-5
73 Breathe into my hands.....Are you still breathing? 17/07/2003 01:30 GMT-5
74 *Trying to overcome the Past. And remember You.* 15/07/2003 21:41 GMT-5
75 A Realization 14/07/2003 23:24 GMT-5
76 ~Every day is a panic attack~ 13/07/2003 21:48 GMT-5
77 The Sweetest Sin 10/07/2003 23:51 GMT-5
78 Remembering 09/07/2003 00:50 GMT-5
79 Back to civilization...YAY!!! AND... GUESS WHAT?? 06/07/2003 21:13 GMT-5
80 Off I go...roadtrip!!!SAVEME 03/07/2003 10:34 GMT-5
81 E v e n I F a l l 01/07/2003 22:01 GMT-5
82 S i l e n t l y S c r e a m i n g 28/06/2003 20:42 GMT-5
83 In just a few short days... 25/06/2003 21:21 GMT-5
84 No frowing...I LOVE YOU!!! 25/06/2003 00:59 GMT-5
85 No frowing..I LOVE YOU! 25/06/2003 00:51 GMT-5
86 And now it's starting.... 24/06/2003 01:04 GMT-5
87 I love... 23/06/2003 00:45 GMT-5
88 Again 23/06/2003 00:33 GMT-5
89 FALLing... 21/06/2003 23:17 GMT-5
90 Just a quick one :) 21/06/2003 18:28 GMT-5
91 Letting go of you Forever. Now I ramble. 17/06/2003 21:03 GMT-5
92 I'm crazy...feeling like im headin for a breakdown 14/06/2003 22:51 GMT-5
93 Sure about it...yea im nuts. But it's the memories 13/06/2003 14:58 GMT-5
94 Slipping back in time. Don't laugh, I love it :) 11/06/2003 04:44 GMT-5
95 Underneath it all... 09/06/2003 23:47 GMT-5
96 Rainy day...inside of me 09/06/2003 00:53 GMT-5
97 Rainy day...inside of me 09/06/2003 00:53 GMT-5
98 I know now and its...Whatever 07/06/2003 14:59 GMT-5
99 I know now and its...Whatever 07/06/2003 14:59 GMT-5
100 Never again 05/06/2003 00:50 GMT-5
101 Bah, I don't know, should i care? HMM..no 04/06/2003 03:50 GMT-5
102 Is this Hell?? IT HAS TO BE! 03/06/2003 13:08 GMT-5
103 I couldnt be what you need 28/05/2003 00:26 GMT-5
104 i dont f***ing care 27/05/2003 18:47 GMT-5
105 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 26/05/2003 19:40 GMT-5
106 No matter how hard 17/05/2003 21:05 GMT-5
107 Ahhhhh....save me? Can i be saved... 13/05/2003 18:58 GMT-5
108 Going to be free.... 09/05/2003 21:53 GMT-5
109 I just know... 08/05/2003 23:46 GMT-5
110 PRIDE ALL THE WAY BABY 06/05/2003 20:50 GMT-5
111 stars 03/05/2003 23:08 GMT-5
112 stars 03/05/2003 23:08 GMT-5
113 Did you ever know 02/05/2003 22:00 GMT-5
114 Falling apart here, I really am, what do i do?? 29/04/2003 19:34 GMT-5
115 Look deep within this soul...cant find it? 28/04/2003 20:45 GMT-5
116 Tears...am i worth it anymore? 27/04/2003 22:17 GMT-5
117 Did I mention This sucks? 27/04/2003 18:26 GMT-5
118 Haunted 26/04/2003 18:49 GMT-5
119 Haunted 26/04/2003 18:49 GMT-5
120 When I'm with you 25/04/2003 21:17 GMT-5
121 I feel like s***, this day was not a good day! 24/04/2003 23:38 GMT-5
122 I feel like s***, this day was not a good day! 24/04/2003 23:38 GMT-5
123 Floating.........free 22/04/2003 18:56 GMT-5
124 The day...oh yay.. 20/04/2003 10:06 GMT-5
125 Losing it all 19/04/2003 15:10 GMT-5
126 Losing you 19/04/2003 12:30 GMT-5
127 Death of me 15/04/2003 10:58 GMT-5
128 Bring me to Life 13/04/2003 16:12 GMT-5
129 Tons of love triangles that arent triangles 12/04/2003 13:49 GMT-5
130 I'm so...down :( 10/04/2003 23:45 GMT-5
131 That I can be with you 08/04/2003 23:46 GMT-5
132 And...I'm falling in love with her... 07/04/2003 23:51 GMT-5
133 Tequila = Bad Drunken haze!! 07/04/2003 17:39 GMT-5
134 Getting to me, confusing me,using me 05/04/2003 00:00 GMT-5
135 Happy yet sad..TIRED...ah! 30/03/2003 21:20 GMT-5
136 Feelin a lil better, computer is being.. 29/03/2003 18:29 GMT-5
137 This thing will go DOWN, DIE COMPUTER! 28/03/2003 22:19 GMT-5
138 Fun times, evil computer, weird life 28/03/2003 04:42 GMT-5
139 Dryers are wicked & ..confused thoughts! 27/03/2003 13:37 GMT-5
140 Thoughts 26/03/2003 18:30 GMT-5
141 Some People just don't listen 25/03/2003 07:57 GMT-5
142 Hating...this place 22/03/2003 09:18 GMT-5
143 Some info...hahaha 20/03/2003 23:29 GMT-5
144 Rambling...again 20/03/2003 21:19 GMT-5
145 War... :-/ 19/03/2003 22:20 GMT-5
146 Sometimes I think too much...AH 19/03/2003 18:23 GMT-5
147 Acts 19/03/2003 00:06 GMT-5
148 Acts 19/03/2003 00:06 GMT-5
149 Random thoughts 18/03/2003 18:56 GMT-5
150 Random thoughts 18/03/2003 18:56 GMT-5
151 CrAzY 18/03/2003 09:35 GMT-5
152 CrAzY 18/03/2003 09:35 GMT-5
153 Living... 16/03/2003 12:37 GMT-5
154 I want to live 15/03/2003 08:35 GMT-5
155 A sorta fairytale 13/03/2003 20:33 GMT-5
156 And the day is gone 13/03/2003 16:29 GMT-5
157 N/A 12/03/2003 11:51 GMT-5
158 N/A 11/03/2003 14:24 GMT-5
159 N/A 11/03/2003 08:46 GMT-5
160 :) 10/03/2003 15:58 GMT-5
161 Hoping 09/03/2003 16:34 GMT-5
162 Long nights... 09/03/2003 07:40 GMT-5
163 You dont see 08/03/2003 07:26 GMT-5
164 Ana 07/03/2003 16:00 GMT-5
165 *~*~**~*~*~*~* 07/03/2003 15:43 GMT-5
166 *~* 07/03/2003 15:38 GMT-5
167 I WILL BE IT 07/03/2003 15:07 GMT-5
168 I will be it! 07/03/2003 15:05 GMT-5
169 Plump bye bye 07/03/2003 14:18 GMT-5
170 More than life itself 07/03/2003 13:19 GMT-5
171 N/A 07/03/2003 09:28 GMT-5
172 Show me love 07/03/2003 08:51 GMT-5
173 30 minutes 06/03/2003 22:04 GMT-5
174 30 min. 06/03/2003 21:11 GMT-5
175 Stars 06/03/2003 18:24 GMT-5
176 Losing control 06/03/2003 15:24 GMT-5
177 phew 05/03/2003 16:08 GMT-5
178 Anxiety 05/03/2003 15:57 GMT-5
179 A Poem & my fav quotes 05/03/2003 11:14 GMT-5
180 A Poem & my fav quotes 05/03/2003 11:00 GMT-5
181 Hiding 05/03/2003 01:39 GMT-5
182 Thoughts 01/02/2003 03:23 GMT-5
183 4 days 01/02/2003 03:01 GMT-5
184 Worried 29/01/2003 02:28 GMT-5
185 Help 28/01/2003 04:18 GMT-5
186 ... 21/01/2003 02:50 GMT-5
187 I dont know 14/01/2003 02:24 GMT-5
188 The big picture 08/01/2003 00:27 GMT-5
189 AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 05/01/2003 04:35 GMT-5
190 N/A 05/01/2003 03:14 GMT-5
191 Sad 05/01/2003 01:59 GMT-5
192 Nothing 04/01/2003 06:46 GMT-5
193 Work....and nothing more 04/01/2003 03:40 GMT-5
194 Goodnight world 25/12/2002 02:24 GMT-5
195 AHHHHHH!!! STUPID! 25/12/2002 02:11 GMT-5
196 Restless 25/12/2002 01:42 GMT-5
197 And so it is.. 25/12/2002 01:12 GMT-5
198 Back again to the world 26/10/2002 15:13 GMT-5
199 Back again to the world 26/10/2002 15:13 GMT-5
200 BAD DAYS GO THE HELL AWAY 10/09/2002 16:19 GMT-5
201 Home 07/09/2002 22:02 GMT-5
202 Drained 03/09/2002 23:32 GMT-5
203 Do you care 03/09/2002 11:28 GMT-5
204 OW 31/08/2002 18:47 GMT-5
205 Tattoo 29/08/2002 11:25 GMT-5
206 Naughty girl, thats me 25/08/2002 00:24 GMT-5
207 Home....I miss it there. 20/08/2002 13:03 GMT-5
208 Things to say..? 18/08/2002 19:48 GMT-5
209 N/A 18/08/2002 18:33 GMT-5
210 Sigh 14/08/2002 00:22 GMT-5
211 Ticking 13/08/2002 21:40 GMT-5
212 Sick 12/08/2002 16:25 GMT-5
213 Life 07/08/2002 00:41 GMT-5
214 Just....here 06/08/2002 22:52 GMT-5
215 BUSY AHH!!! 04/08/2002 17:55 GMT-5
216 N/A 29/07/2002 18:32 GMT-5
217 Out 24/07/2002 00:47 GMT-5
218 Regret & hate 24/07/2002 00:14 GMT-5
219 Dying 23/07/2002 22:53 GMT-5
220 Free 22/07/2002 21:12 GMT-5
221 Empty 21/07/2002 23:22 GMT-5
222 Pissed 21/07/2002 20:10 GMT-5
223 Sitting here 21/07/2002 02:04 GMT-5
224 Here 21/07/2002 00:04 GMT-5
225 Naked 20/07/2002 20:40 GMT-5
226 Hope 20/07/2002 20:07 GMT-5
227 Do I love myself? 19/07/2002 22:41 GMT-5
228 Who Do You Love? 19/07/2002 21:33 GMT-5
229 Thinking...again 18/07/2002 00:07 GMT-5
230 Weird Asses 17/07/2002 23:31 GMT-5
231 Misunderstanding 17/07/2002 22:57 GMT-5
232 Terribly Confused 17/07/2002 22:26 GMT-5
233 Yet Again 17/07/2002 01:42 GMT-5
234 Alone 16/07/2002 22:08 GMT-5
235 Thinking 16/07/2002 21:43 GMT-5
236 Deny 16/07/2002 20:58 GMT-5
237 Nobody's Fool 15/07/2002 23:44 GMT-5
238 About Me 15/07/2002 23:13 GMT-5
239 Confused 15/07/2002 23:10 GMT-5
240 Whoami 15/07/2002 23:07 GMT-5
241 second 15/07/2002 23:06 GMT-5
242 helpless 15/07/2002 23:05 GMT-5
243 dayafter 15/07/2002 23:04 GMT-5
244 Intro 15/07/2002 23:01 GMT-5

 
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